[Saturday December 26th 12:20am] shalasha advice is a very interesting thing. when people give you advice, they give you their perspective, which can be very wise, very sage... but at the same time, the person dispensing the advice doesn't know your heart, they don't know if you embellished or reduced the truth. in the end, you end up partly taking their advice, and partly listening to your heart, completely listening to them, or maybe disregarding them. and well. i don't know which one i am going to do yet. but undoubtedly, the things in my heart can't be ignored, no matter how weird they are. so. i will stand up straight, take a deep breathe, and pray a little. then i will march on to my future, my destiny. people who actually read my posts on their friend's page: wish me luck! [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Saturday December 26th 12:02am] lizyd 13:35 It's christmas today wheee :) i'm awake super early, fail. Hopefully this cigaratte will put me to sleep # 17:21 Ufo files is on all day! Hell yeah! # 00:07 My dad and brother put an old radio in my front panel where my head unit was ripped out. I have sound! Driving won't suck so bad! # 01:28 The long trek home. Lol the radio has such low power that i can hardly hear it. BETTER THAN SILENCE THOUGH. # 01:29 But yeah i gotta drive out to new melle and get kevin then out to south city. My life is spent mostly in cars # 02:35 Kevin's parents gave me a mace key chain! # 04:14 lol smoking out of a candy pipe. # 04:18 twitpic.com/v9o9s - told you. # 04:20 @increasedelete just come over here, we're smoking out of and eating a candy pipe i mean cmon it's totally blue flavored # 04:24 @vally_xo i watch so many documentaries on conspiracy theories and UFOs and politics and the economy. i've seen like ten trillion. # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Friday December 25th 1:23pm] teiuqpeek Merry christmas! I got.... - A new comforter (b&w toile) - Curtains - 1 TB external hard drive - Make your own pinhole camera kit - Some Under Armour - A hardshell jacket - New Ipod speakers and my Skis, which were an early gift. Speaking of skis though, I went over to tuxedo on my day off to get a feel for the mountain because I never actually skied it. I also wanted to break in my new babys, There were some jumps that I was going over just fine... One run a group of snowboard instructors came up behind me, so I decided to show off, well that didn't work out. My skis dipped one came flying off and I landed right on and slid down a few feet with it lodged underneath my thigh. So smooth. ( the result ) [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Friday December 25th 10:34am] lizyd wheee christmas is fun. opened my brand spanking new intuos last night, very excited. parents are giving me a new laptop for my birthday, which is 3 days from now. VERY excited to start using that thing - it runs windows 7 wheeeee. cheap computer but who cares right oh man. then i will only have one day to play wow and draw until we leave for miami! so yeah, FL, i'm gonna be in miami from like the 30th to .. a few days later, then in ft. lauderdale (sp?) for a day or two so if anyone lives around there and wants to chilllll then let me know. :B also, it is snowing. hella white christmas, as kevin put it [ 18 ] CMNT.

[Friday December 25th 9:05am] reqbat i will be spending xmas painting an aztec warrior head lavender and having some gin [later] happy happy and merry merry. best xmas song ever. [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Friday December 25th 12:02am] lizyd 02:03 Got my new 6x8 intuos! Thing is so sleek omg. And found out i'm getting a new computer for my birthday! :)! So awesome # 03:00 Kevin and me and my mom and my uncle are playing wii bowling. We seem to bowl at family functions a lot now haha. # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter CMNT.

[Thursday December 24th 10:25am] reqbat another tattoo idea i'll never get: "gentle" written in script on the meat of my thumb. [ 3 ] CMNT.

[Thursday December 24th 12:02am] lizyd 23:39 I did it. I worked in an office and did well and didn't fuck up. Feeling pretty good about myself or whatever # 01:09 I'm so full it hurts but i love it. # 02:10 My aunt gave me 100 dollars! Omg what do i BUY # 02:16 MAYBE I'LL BUY A BUNCH OF DIGITAL ART BOOKS OFF AMAZON OH MAN. I ALREADY HAVE MY AMAZON WISH LIST POPULATED # 02:39 Feels good to be back home in the city. I've been in st charles for the past 3 days doing this temp work. Haven't smoked in 3 days!! # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter [ 1 ] CMNT.

stolen from all over the place. [Wednesday December 23rd 8:45am] reqbat good wednesday morning. shit son, this man is so freaking hot. look at his gothic might. LOOK AT IT. West says the school inadequately prepares students for the black seas of infinity. [ 6 ] CMNT.

[Wednesday December 23rd 8:34am] reqbat "Tasteful or garish, simple or ostentatious, weddings today are the first chance a couple gets to announce to the world their chosen joint identity. Couples are preoccupied with getting each detail right because they are struggling to reflect the uniqueness of their relationship—and the hope that it will be strengthened, rather than undermined, by their individual identities and ambitions." -from 'psychology today' "the concepts of community, ritual, identity, and meaning... Because material culture plays a particularly important role in weddings examples of ritual, food, clothing, and objects are given special attention." -from "Wedding as Text: Communicating Cultural Identities Through Ritual by Wendy Leeds-Hurwitz" exactly what i was looking for! but i would love to hear from you guys more; is all this spending traditional-culturally driven? or is it something from the 1950s consumer-driven culture that we all still cling to? [ 15 ] CMNT.

[Wednesday December 23rd 6:44am] supqtpi I have extreme hate towards myself right now. I can't keep thinking "what if" and I can't make things right. He's engaged, happy, and making money. Now it's time for me to pick up my own pieces and make myself happy. Why is it so hard for me to make myself happy? I can no longer do this. CMNT.

[Wednesday December 23rd 12:02am] lizyd 12:43 Cool thing about sleeping at my parents house and waking up hella early for work- mom's making coffee! Mm # 15:11 Got an interview to do html and css for a company. Gotta brush up on my skillz before then. # 01:33 My mom and i are watching south park christmas episodes together # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter CMNT.

got [Tuesday December 22nd 5:39pm] reqbat i got my flu shot m got her mmr i got oranges and eggplant and instant curry packets m got pencil all over her cup i got jr watkins sample pack of AMAZINGNESS m got a baby doll from her educator i got a small headache m got more wicked [ 1 ] CMNT.

more hooters. [Tuesday December 22nd 1:02pm] reqbat Check out these owls- I found them at the dollarstore!!! [ 26 ] CMNT.

photographic evidence of last post [Tuesday December 22nd 9:39am] reqbat See? [ 21 ] CMNT.

[Tuesday December 22nd 12:03am] lizyd 13:41 Last night i healed my cat and this morning i cured a hangover with energy # 16:48 Damn it is cold as all hell # 22:49 I can't believe made it through work alright # 03:52 Having no music in my jeep anymore makes the whole having no heat even worse. # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Sunday December 20th 12:02am] lizyd 08:51 I KEEP GOING TO TURN ON MY CAR STERIO BUT IT'S NOT THERE ARG # 11:04 i just started remembering all the music i used to listen to # 11:46 twitpic.com/u5r5c - This is what i'm looking at # 18:32 Everytime my phone actually rings it freaks me out like wtf who would call me # 18:39 'i just gave myself a boner' he says # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter CMNT.

define the title you want [Saturday December 19th 5:05am] lizyd ok i guess 19:53 Jeep was broken into last night. Subs, head unit, and all my cds are gone. I have no more nice shit. I worked hard for those things. # 03:26 Why did someone have to take my last cherished possessions the day after i found out my computer can't be repaired # 04:35 What am i supposed to do # 04:50 All this snow and freezing weather, more evidence that global warming is ~ totally real # 08:51 I KEEP GOING TO TURN ON MY CAR STERIO BUT IT'S NOT THERE ARG # 11:04 i just started remembering all the music i used to listen to # Automatically hooked up by LoudTwitter [ 2 ] CMNT.

[Saturday December 19th 4:39am] lizyd i am drunk. all i can do is lay here with this damn mac in my lap and listen to casimir pulaski day, decatur, and chicago by sufjan stevens on repeat in that order over and over on youtube. nobody's gonna come in here and see me but oh well, i can escape into this weird comfortable melancholic era of some part of my teenage years this way [ 1 ] CMNT.

[Saturday December 19th 1:47am] teiuqpeek I cant sleep at all. I have to be at work at 8:00 I hate first days ahhh CMNT.

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